BLOG 1- Wild wet dream

I awoke in the middle of the night in utter confusion and my manhood fully erect. I looked around in the darkness and saw my wife sleeping peacefully beside me. I rolled over towards her and put my arm around her waist pushing my hardness against her ass. I lay still and silent as I processed my dream feeling no guilt about the oral sex I was receiving from a woman I have never seen before. Even more confusing I wanted to return to the dream and pick up where I left off. I wondered to myself is this considered cheating on my wife or does it count because it was only a dream. The reality is I did not realize that I was asleep until I woke up, so the dream was reality to me. My subtle grinding on her ass gave me temporary relief from the aching of my full erection as I decided not to wake her. During the next few days, I found myself thinking about my dream a lot realizing that I have not been getting satisfied sexually in my relationship. I did not have the nerve to tell my wife about what I really needed from her for fear of hurting her or causing a fight. The decisions that I was going to make next brought me to the cross roads of my life and how I was going to handle myself. Mistakes are promised parts of life’s imperfection thus making reality stranger than fiction…